MOVED OUT

perfect way to dazzle a girl...

How come they never make these kind of movies. Even though I've watched it, it never fails to make my heart tingle. :) You know what I mean. 

A Year That Was Different, 2008

1.What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
-I went places to watch basket ball games. Hahaha!

-I ate a lot this year compared to other years.

-I had my hair dyed to reddish brown.

-I mostly stayed at home this year.

-and I had my first clincal patient this year. 

2. Did anyone close to you die?
- No. 

3. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
-A good sleep.

-A good study habit.

4. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- may 16th to 18th - baguio-pangasinan trip with the harang gang.
- august 20 - I met someone after a very long time and it occurred to me its really over.

- september 19th - Camille's Birthday Celebration, that somewhat felt like my birthday as well. :)
- september 20 -  It was the longest paghahatid ever, but it was the best paghahatid ever!!!!!!

- october 29 - I met that someone again, and found out he was sick.

5. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- Got rid of negative vibes, and just went on with whats ahead.

- I was more calm this year

6. What was your biggest failure?
- Whenever I can't be the best for my parents.

7. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-Hives from chicken

8. What was the best thing you bought?
- 100 peso skirt.

- Caramel Apples. :)

- My Zara jacket, best bargain ever.

- VCUT!! :)

9. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- My mom I guess.

10. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- my brother.

- people. hahaha
 
11. Where did most of your money go?
-to clothes.

-to dental stuff.

-Ate Lina. To think its just the start.

12. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- Our Summer Outing.

- Pam's visit.

- Boracay trip.

- Barkada dinners

- Samantha and Bea outings.. Hahaha!

13. What song will always remind you of 2008?
- A very special love Sarah Geronimo

-Vapour Trail

- deepside/git fresh's booty music. hahahahaha.

14. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? - happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? - a little fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? - richer poorer. Hahaha! 

15. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-  be more patient with my parents. be a diligent student in terms of studying.

16. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- surfing the net.

17. How will you be spending Christmas?
-  Batangas. :) Can't wait for our Snow-y Christmas.

18. Did you fall in love in 2008?
-  I found love in a lot of ways. 

19. What was your favorite TV program?
- Priviliged!!! WILL, I LOVE!! :)

- Gossip Girl

20. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- yes

21. What was the best book you read?
- Twilight.

22. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-  Vapour Trail. :) Hopefully I could sing it to someone. 

23. What did you want and got?
- Peace of Mind. 

24. What was your favorite film of this year?
- Sex and the City

-Twilight

- All the tagalog cheesy movies I watched!!! :D

25. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- I turned 22, and I spent it sleeping most of the day and ate dinner with my family. :) It was the most boring birthday I had, but it was what I planned though.

26. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- If somehow everyone in our family found peace within ourselves and just get a long with each other. If somehow I could change or do something to help someone be okay. 

27. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
- dark jeans.

- my keds white skimmers.

- my lola's ring

- sling hand bags

- white tops.

28. What kept you sane?
- my friends. :) 

- food.

- ipod.

29. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- I majorly stalked KC Concepcion this year over the internet with Pam, it was crazy. But fun! HAHAHA!

30. Who did you miss?
- My high school barkada

- Zion and Crystal

- Hahahaha. Someone.

31. Who was the best new person you met?
-Hahaha. I couldn't think of someone specifically.

32. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
- Trust.

33. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- Don't care how long it takes me. 

Nothing's gonna break me down or clip my wings, 
'cause I'll be standing tall, I'll rise above it all. 
No stopping me (there's no stopping me). 
There's no looking back, I finally found my pack; 
And all I have to do is not forget. 

If Looks Can Kill

There he was standing and prepping up for something big and when he was finally about to be introduced to the crowd the emcee's voice changed it was a voice that was so familiar, and lets just say it was just the voice I wouldn't want introducing him to the crowd. So I got my things and made my way out, when suddenly he ran and asked me to stay. He wanted me to stay. 

BUZZ!

Time to wake up to my dream. It makes me happy and it leaves me smiling just thinking about it. I'm writing it here so when I look back I could have something to smile about. :) 

I am wishing it was Christmas, maybe its the noise that I miss or the family, or the food, I don't know but suddenly I really wish it was christmas. :)

you are my star, and its just going to be that way. :(

Maybe it was too much, maybe it wasn't meant, maybe it wasn't written, maybe it really didn't need signs, maybe it was just for a day. 

Maybe. 

But what if one day, that maybe was the one that was worth the "too much", the one that was meant, the one that was written, the one that had signs but didn't really bother to notice, and what if this time it's meant to be forever. 

But for now it's still, maybe.